Pain or Pleasure

As I lay on the bed face down and blindfolded, you tied my hands above my head, spread my legs wide, open to your mercy. Lying spreadeagled on the bed, I was a little scared, not knowing where you were in the room or what you were going to do to me. It had gone all quiet, where were you? A few minutes passed. I called your name out..........nothing, I called again. I heard a spark and then your voice. "You will need to be punished for that, speaking without being spoken to, you won't do that again".
 
He smacked me hard on the arse. I let out a scream, well it hurt, again it happened. The spark I heard was him lighting a candle. It was hot wax he was dripping down my spine, I flinched with the heat, he didn't stop until it covered my spine and the tears rolled down my cheeks. He slowly peeled of the hardened wax, he took some ice and ran it over where the wax had been, I moaned in pleasure. The cold felt so good against the burning skin. SMACK. "Owww", I had a big red hand print on my ass, "that's what you get for moaning with pleasure." He did it again, but this time he used a whip. He didn't stop until my ass was red and sore. Mmmmm, the ice again, he was numbing the pain with the ice, it felt so good but I didn't dare moan in pleasure, learned my lesson the last time. He continued to tease me with the ice, covering every inch of my body. When he reached my pussy I stuggled so much I thought I was going to break free from the restraints but they were tied tight and there was no way I was breaking free.

It went quiet again and then i felt your strong hands turn my head round and you forced your hard cock into my mouth. I had no option but to let you fuck my mouth as long as you wanted.

I felt the cold baby oil splashing on my ass. Your strong hands massaged the pain, it felt so nice, your hands slipped between my legs, your fingers teasing both my holes. I try to squirm but I couldn't move. You take a vibrator and tease my horny wet hole while you slide a finger into my oily ass. You take out the toy and replace it with your rock hard cock, at first you fuck me slow but hard, out slow and ram in hard, getting harder and faster, your fingers in my ass, banging me hard. As your about to cum you remove my blindfold, before I know whats happening I feel the warm cum all over my face, as I try to lick what I can off, you take your still hard cock and slip it in my ass for a few minutes before going soft. You untie my hands from above my head so I can wipe the cum from my face, as I'm doing that you untie my legs. 
I'm shaking all over, unsure if I have imagined it or not, but I still have cum on my cheek, you take me into your arms wipe the rest from my cheek. I fall asleep in your arms with my head on your chest, unsure if I liked the pain or pleasure better!

Never Regret Anything That Made You Smile!!!

I'm not single, I'm not taken..........

When I started this blog I thought there would be more mayhem than mishaps but my biggest mishap happened a few weeks after I started it, hence why I havn't been on it since. My beloved Gee and I split up. Was just one of these things that happen. Left me heartbroken and still finding it hard to move on but I know I will get there eventually. Taking some time out to find myself again. My moto just now is 'I'm not single, I'm not taken, I'm simply on reserve for the person who deserves me.'
Trying hard to be myself again, had a few nights out on the town, even pulled! Thought I was ready to start moving on but I'm not there yet. The guy in question is a really nice guy and have got to know him over the last month but I'm just not ready for anything else just now. He has told me how much he likes me and I felt really bad telling him it just wasn't going to happen. I can't be with anyone while I still have feelings for Gee, it's just not fair on the other person. I thought it would do me good to get back out there but proved to myself that I wasn't. Feel like I've taken a step back but I know I will get there eventually.
Doing what I do best, fake it to make it! Put a smile on and go out and enjoy myself with the girlies. Been out dressed up as a Bunny Girl, that costume was hot! Won a bottle of Champers in a Miss Wet T-shirt comp! Had a gorgeous guy about 10 years younger than me chat me up on another night out. I don't know what I said to him but he was totally into me, my mates words, not mine. Was nice to know I still have what it takes and when I'm ready I'm sure I will take full advantage of it! In the mean time I am just going to concentrate on me.
I've been rambling again so will leave it there and hopefully my next post will be something more interesting!
Take care sexpots, untill the next time! x x

From the heart

I wasn't always a minx, took me a long time to get here. Four years ago I was a very different person, shy with a serious lack of confidence. My sex life was a joke and so was my husband. When we split I bought my first vibrator, that's when things started to change and for the better!
I spent month after month working on my confidence, slowly becoming the woman I wanted to be. I learned to love myself, be independant and most of all the confidence was shining through and all that without the aid of a man!
I got myself a few more toys, went on some dates, had a fuck buddy or 2, even kissed a girl!  Was just having some of the fun I had missed out on in the past 10 years. It had been a while since I had been interested in anyone and during a girly night out I met my current boyfriend, that was 18 months ago and I havn't looked back!
Gee (as he will be known on here) and I just clicked, we spent most of the night we met dancing and snogging like teenagers, it just felt so right. We exchanged numbers and email addresses and it took off from there.
We quickly realised that we were right for each other in so many ways. Sexually it was amazing, we found that we could say and do anything and the other wouldn't judge, the way it should be! As our love grew so did our sex life, trying new things was exciting and still is. Perfect for each other in so many ways.
As our sex life grew so did my collection of toys. I quickly realised that sex toys were so much more fun when you share with your partner, not just something to get you off although they come in handy for that too!
We have learned so much from each other in the time we have been together, who would have known learning would be so much fun! Long may it continue!
It's getting late and I think I've spilt enough from the heart for now so I'm going to sign off  but will be back soon with some new ramblings.
Stay safe sexpots! xxx